Why don't you have a girl friend?

A lot of my friends always ask me this question. The truth is, I don't know what to say them. I have only told two people why maybe I don't have one. One of them isn't really a friend anymore. Since I don't offer any real answers, sometimes they will come up with their own answers.

'Oh, he has high standard.'
'He hasn't met the right one yet.'
'He is too shy'

Sometimes to get them off my back, I will go along with their explanations and pretend that they have me all figured out. Don't get me wrong, they are good friends. It is just that I am still unsure about how I feel.



Tonight, we went to a coffee shop frequented by college students. We had hot chocolate to warm us up from the chilling cold. The conversation came up again. they know that there are girls around me that are attractive and they wonder why I never took any actions. I insisted that I don't know them well enough to ask them out on dates. They think that I need to man up to it and go out on dates with them so that I get to know them more. In order to get them off my back like I have done many times before, I made an excuse that I am reluctant to ask them out because I still like my bachelor life too much and not ready for a relationship. To my surprise, one of my friends suggested that maybe I am asexual or...you are not attracted to girls.

I admit I wasn't ready to tell them about how uncertain I am and about how I usually take to more notice of the men around me more in the subway or coffee shop than I do with women. It is moments like this that I realize how weak and pathetic I am. Maybe one day I can say this to them 'I don't know, but I'm just more attracted to men'.

Dave Salmoni

He has a sexy voice.

Bradley Cooper

Relaxing Friday afternoon

Sam Worthington

I watched the Terminator Salvation again after it came out on DVD. I still remember how I was drooling over how good looking he is when I first saw him on the big screen.

Christopher Bailey

Christopher Bailey is the Creative Director of Burberry.

Responsible for the design of all Burberry collections and product lines including Burberry Prorsum, Burberry London, Thomas Burberry and all Burberry licensed products globally, Yorkshire-born Bailey is also responsible for the company's overall image including all advertising, corporate art direction and store design.



I think he has a great smile that just melts you, not to mention his amazing talents. I think I might just wear my Burberry scarf tomorrow to show my love for Christopher!

George Strait

After a long work week, I came home and had some nice Korean stew takeout. It was delicious and I always enjoyed nice hot stew on a cold night. Having already exceeded my internet bandwidth usage for the month and me being cheap and not wanting to pay extra, I decided to just watch some tv. It turns out that CMT was showing George Strait getting his award as the Artist of the Decade.



That is a pretty impressive award since it is only awarded once every ten years. There were some many other country artists that each took turn singing their favorite Georege Strait song. And also I was waiting for Garth Brooks who was a special guest who was also the artist of the decade in 90's. He handed the award to George. I thought it was so touching that all these top artists would come and celebrate with him.

Safe Place to Express

So, I have decided to start a blog so that I could express myself somehow somewhere.

It isn't always easy to find someone close to share things with when I have what I call 'freshie' moment. A moment be it happy, sad, new, scary, or whatever emotion that I feel. I don't really have an idea what will be posted here, but I guess we will just find out what 'freshie' moments life throws at me.